Looking back at now and then in the doorway where all is coming ang going arrival and departure return and departure where were you did you go away and come back how did I get there from here caught in the waiting for while waiting just waiting myself leaning beside me whispering you don’t have to remember me I am right here I am indifference calling you come home to indifference if you’re not here you don’t have to disappear to find out where you yourself are perfect as it is no drawbacks