Where’s the Impulse

Where’s the impulse coming and going is there no way what’s an exit neutrality always out of focus call me on it no impulse neither wanting nor saying I know what I know meaning I know what I don’t know enjoying the lessons called you never know a constant surprise is still a surprise an ongoing surprise contradiction if you say so sometimes you have to speak your piece better than every time having to say everything aw c’mon by any chance what’s the idea behind all this in other words what’s the big idea