it’s easy enough to
get to work
forget it
do something
I may as well as
and just as well
now I want to be here but
yesterday I had a cat
or it was my imagination but
the bird does tricks now to amuse me if
I watch it close enough it does tricks like
pushing the mirror outside its cage however
it isn’t so much it isn’t enough therefore
it’s hardly here or worth it or there whatever
in the meantime
to anybody
I have nothing else to do
so it won’t make any difference
and hardly better than nothing
18 April 1973