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2009, 2001, 2000, 1999, 1997, 1993, 1989, 1988, 1987, Ring Poems, 1986, 1985, Movements, 1984, 1983, 1982, 1981, Novels, 1980, Absences and Presences: Part 2 of Spectacles, Images: Part 3 of Spectacles, Narratives: Part 4 of Spectacles, The The’s: Part 5 of Spectacles, Fresno: Part 6 of Spectacles, Poet: Part 7 of Spectacles, Analytics: Part 8 of Spectacles, Dedications and collaborations, 1979, 1978, Alaska Poems, 1977, 1976, 1975, 1974, 1973, 1972, 1971, 1970, 1969, Undated, Publications, Photo credits

Legend

Prose
Dialog
Gold star

2009

Palimpsest 5 April 2009

2001

Ars Poetica 24 June - 3 July 2001

2000

Farting 12-29 February 2000

1999

Thief 30 December 1999

1997

A Complaint 17 February 1997

1993

Clapping 6 February 1993

1989

Not Perfect 14 November 1989
Christmas Everywhere 9 April 1989

1988

Guest Appearance 2 December 1988
Of Passage 20 October 1988
Handling It 20 October 1988
Dual Purposes 6 July 1988
Contacts 15 June 1988
Ain’t No Crime 30 May 1988
Scrub Jays 29-30 May 1988
“I know my own desires” 7-10 May 1988
my kite 30 April 1988
Journal 24 April 1988
Robert Dawson 10 April 1988
After Equinox 6 April 1988
Dangerous 24 March 1988
The Payoff 4 March 1988
Work: Challenge 21 February 1988
Work: 5 Minutes 3 February 1988
Work: “I don’t know” 2 February 1988
Bridge 31 January 1988

1987

Bridge 18 November 1987
Between Roads 11 November 1987
Negation as Failure 5 November 1987
Oh 4 November 1987
A Job 4 November 1987
play ground 15 October 1987
An Interpretation 15 October 1987
The Way It Seems 5 September 1987
Why Write Poetry 29 August 1987
“Self-deception” 17 August 1987
Blinds 9 August 1987
On the Proper Use of Realism in Art 26 July 1987
Doing Something About It 19 July 1987
streets of tears 9 July 1987
Nobility and Delusion 16 June 1987
San Francisco 5 June 1987
Smoke 14 May 1987
View 29 & 30 April, 6 May 1987
Socializing 27 April 1987
A Public Event by Gretchen, 16 April 1987
Reward 23 February 1987
In for It 28 January 1987
Mere Survival 21 January 1987
For Show 17 January 1987
Coolant 8 January 1987

Ring Poems, for Gretchen

Over Love 9 January 1985
Not Dreaming 8 May 1985
I’m Such a Romantic 19 January 1985
To Love 15 February 1985
Turning the Dial 6 August 1985
A Place 6 January 1986
The Heart 15 February 1985

1986

The Kiddo and I 18 December 1986
Commute 5 December 1986
Circumstances 13 November 1986
Obsessed with Programming 29 October 1986
Solicitation without Sin 12 October 1986
Two Arguments for Poetry 7 October 1986
Odd 21 September 1986
Ode: On Wanting 23 August 1986
Planned Accident 21 August 1986
Precedence 19 August 1986
Ripples 6 August 1986
The Lessons of Loneliness 22 July 1986
Wrong for Happiness 17 July 1986
Forced to Take the Local 10 July 1986
Curious Psychological Things 5 July 1986
Nature calls 29 June 1986
Conflict of Care 28 June 1986
A Spectacle to Rival 18 June 1986
Confident 26 May 1986
Nicasio 25 May 1986
Bringing up Baby 18 May 1986
Fort Ross 18 April 1986
Unreasonable 31 March, 16 April 1986
The Paper Buddha 23 March 1986
Phil 23 March 1986
Rain 15 March 1986
Revenge 12 March 1986
Apples and Oranges 11 February 1986
Common Experience 7 February 1986
Part of the Design 6 October 1985, 28 January 1986
Among my Many Sins 26 January 1986
Among my Many Sins 5 January 1986
Practice 4 January 1986

1985

Ratiocination 26 December 1985
I’ve seen hopeless yin-yangs with fine women 6 December 1985
Admit It 4 December 1985
Afterimage 27 October 1985
Since 26 October 1985
Driven 6 October 1985
Poets Usually Present Their More Admirable Qualities 1 October 1985
Dandelion Seed 4 July 1985
Liberty 27 June 1985
Fathers Dying 15 May 1985
Bev Bevin 13 May 1985
“You and I could have some fun” 20 March 1985
Ain’t No Fun 19 March 1985

Movements

Heart 2 January 1985
Eyes 2 January 1985
Modern Dance 2 January 1985

Novels, for Gil Helmick

Water Color 14 December 1980
Works 6 January 1981
Late Night Movies 10 January 1981
The Lesson 15 January 1981
A Romance 15 January 1981
An Identity 11 February 1981
At Coturri’s Winery 15 September 1981
An Entropic Evening 4 November 1983

1980

James Merrill’s Sacred Books 28 December 1980
On the Street 14 December 1980
Haiku: “Seashore in winter” 14 December 1980
John Lennon, 8 December 1980 9 December 1980
Everyday Life 4 6 December 1980
A Regression 5 December 1980
Under the Weather 3 December 1980
I have walked home thru streets 2 December 1980
Funny Ha-ha? 23 November 1980
Two Judgments 19 November 1980
Everyday Life 3 22 November 1980
You and Phoebe Snow 13 November 1980
A Little Paradox 13 November 1980
Everyday Life 2 9 November 1980
Everyday Life 1 1 November 1980
Perfect Rest 29 October 1980
Taking the Cure 9-10 October 1980
“The dull gold gleam of bathroom doorknob” 1 October 1980
“The sunlight morning” 30 September 1980
Language of the Tribe (an incomplete list) 26 September 1980
After Sunset on the River 20 September 1980
“Rain, the first rain, light and with” 18 September 1980
Scraps before 1978?
A River 14 September 1980
Poetic Diction 12 September 1980
“I think about my old relationships” 9 September 1980
ROARING at the closet door 25 August 1980
Or call it something else. 24 August 1980
“I can live by myself, I said” 21 August 1980
Learning 15 August 1980
A Kind of Synchronicity 13 August 1980
“My room is now full of light” 8 August 1980
“Silence in our own” 26 July 1980
Gamay 20 July 1980
Beestung 17 July 1980
My Love 4-10 July 1980
Home 29 June 1980
Working Stiff 27 June 1980
“If we keep working as we have” 27 June 1980
Zen & Zinfandel 26 June 1980
Skyscraper 25 June 1980
“In the nearby darkness” 24 June 1980
Summer Solstice 21 June 1980
“The floor squeaks like a woman’s voice to admonish me” 21 June 1980
The lights of the backyard city shining to see 21 June 1980
Fortuna 8 June 1980
It’s My Life 7 June 1980
Of the Eel River 26 May 1980
Niece Sitting 6 May 1980
H. Coturri and Sons 1 May 1980
Silver Vista 1 May 1980
Alliteratives 27 April 1980
Artful 23 April 1980
Red Roses Are Red 11 April 1980
Memorial 6 April 1980
Cynicalism 18 March 1980
Getting Ahold 8 March 1980
Notes for a Poetic Solution to the World Crisis 1 March 1980
To Whom It May Concern 27 February 1980
Notes on my Birthday for a Poem 26 February 1980
“I’d like to lie awake all night” 19 February 1980
Unlike Leaves 18 February, 16 March 1980
Station 16 February 1980
Winter Showers 16 February 1980
A Valentine? 13 February 1980
So Much 4 February 1980
As If You Look 30 January 1980
Possible Mistake 29 January 1980
Just Between You and Me 26 January 1980, 9 February 1981
onomatopoeia 26 January 1980
“Relieving the tedium of waiting” 25 January, 10 February 1980
Cold 25 January 1980
Syllabic Grammar Love Poem 24 January 1980
I Don’t Love You 23 January 1980
Dose of Evil 22 Jaunary 1980
Dear Tom 22 Jaunary 1980
Only When 22 Jaunary 1980
When I Look Up 21 January 1980
An Interruption 13 January 1980
Equivalents 13 Jaunary 1980
The Four Elements 11 January 1980
A Yellow Fruit like Apples 11 January 1980
A Proposal 10 January 1980
“‘Contént’ is not the word” 9 January 1980
Something Is Being Born 8 January 1980
“When distracted by my cares” 3 January 1980
High School Yearbook 3 January 1980

Absences and Presences: Part 2 of Spectacles

Oh Well, All’s Well, That Ends Well November 1972
Become 18 August 1973
Leaving You 9 October 1973
love 13 November 1974
A Likely Story: what it’s for 1 July 1975
Look at What You’ve Done 3 July 1975
Departure: a letter 18 November 1975
A New Friend 19 December 1975
Late at Night 22 January 1976
summer rain 17 July 1976
The Night and the Lamp by the Couch as Always 7 December 1976
“Of this P.M., this” 6 September 1978
Separate 1 January 1979
Aubade 4 January 1979
“Love” 12 February 1979
Sad Song 21 February 1979

Images: Part 3 of Spectacles

The Blue Pants Waiting in Line 27 September 1975
Afterdinner 21 July 1978
Fleeing Daly City 27 November 1978
Bush 28 February 1974
“wakened slowly by the morning as it came” 22 July 1978
In My Eye 24 April 1977
Alley light 28 June 1976
Humboldt County in November 1 December 1975
“full moon in virgo” 28 February 1975
cat 25 August 1974
The Bridge 16 January, 18 February 1976

Narratives: Part 4 of Spectacles

The Storm 27 January 1978
consecrated 3 May 1974
Haiku lesson 22 July 1974
It is as though 23 June 1977
10 pm of the 3rd of July of ’78 Dinner Club 3 July 1978
In the Country 15 September 1977
Oread 10 July - 10 August 1977
“I drink mountain burgundy” 5 July, 10 August 1977
Year’s Image Sloughing Ode 5 January, 15 March 1977
American Gothical 6 October 1976
Bastille Day Game 14 July 1976
Reading Tennyson and Browning 3 April 1976
Barbara’s Birthday Bash 16 October 1974
Threshold 11 November 1973
Where 7 July 1973
Alaska Revisioned December 1977 - February 1978
Coffee Etc Santa Rosa of December the 27th 28 December 1976
Unfinished Understanding 13 April 1973
Weeds 30 July 1974
“Say we. Say wind.” June 1972
Coturri Mountain Sonoma October Road 4 October 1975
Restless 15 April 1973

The The’s: Part 5 of Spectacles

In Living Person 29 November 1978
Henpecked: a cartoon poem January 1972
Jaunt 25 May 1978
1 a.m. 7 May 1978
Overture 11 March 1977
Lyric after Szechuan Dinner 9 March 1977
The Bike Trip 3 etc. August 1976
Song 2 August 1976
Out 24 July 1976
hoc est corpus: a sacramental blessing 12 December 1975
After 3 October 1975
Doll 30 August 1975
Head Lines 30 July 1975
A Cut-up Cut-up 9 July 1975
A Haiku 9 June 1975
In a Glass Case 13 February 1975
A Fer-realist Haiku 28 December 1974
“chairs stacks bodies books” 10 September 1974
Song: kiss me 3 September 1974
the record skips at the coffee shop 4 June 1974
“night, tonight, warm, too warm” 4 June 1974
Conversations with Helen Stulic 10 May 1974
A Reading 5 May 1974
My True Blue 17 March 1974
Pretend 21 February 1974
in my back, yard 30 January 1974
Cough 1 November 1973
Permutations August 1973
Evolve 24 April 1973
Diatribe 3 October 1972
Three Telephone Lines from the Earthquake Zone 7 June 1975
Three Poems April 1972
“broken” 24 January 1972
“blue” January 1972
Japanese verse cut from Whorf 6 October 1974
An Historical Poem 9 March 1977
Interlude 9 March 1977
A Possibility 9 March 1977
Still Life 9 March 1977
The Bathroom 29 August 1975
endeavour 21 February 1975

Fresno: Part 6 of Spectacles

Bug Song 16 July 1974
You Are What 15 July 1974
What Music 15 July 1974
None of Your Business 14 July 1974
Bugs 14 July 1974
like a word 11 July 1974
Worry 11 July 1974
Hot Hell Madness 9 July 1974
Something’s Happening 8 July 1974
Love Poem 6 July 1974
Another Day 4 July 1974
Coming Home 4 July 1974
this old man 3 July 1974
July 3, 1974 3 July 1974
Sometimes 2 July 1974
Fresno 2 July 1974
crazy at work 1 July 1974
“Darrel I bet” 17 August 1974
hey tree 2 June 1974
name 22 July 1974
Driving 23 July 1974
Little Girls August 1971
here 5 June 1974
I was waiting 28 June 1974
Irene September 1971

Poet: Part 7 of Spectacles

The Heater 2 August 1973
The Parable of the Good Daimon 7 August 1973
Waiting for Rain 24 October 1975
The Lace 21 February 1976
Situation Wanting 13 June 1974
“if the plans were changed,” Simon 23 June 1977
A Rain 20 April 1978
what’s doing 13 June 1978
Out to Justify His Loneliness 15 June 1978
A Student’s Confession 9 July 1978
It 26 July 1978
In the Tower 3 October 1978
I “Urged beyond reason” 5 October 1978
The Doctor’s Epitaph on His Old Self 12 October 1978
Utter Utterance 13 October 1978
The Business 27 October 1978
Suffer 8 May 1973
“Jesus loves you.” 8 May 1975
A Poem on my Condition 8 July 1978

Analytics: Part 8 of Spectacles

“Ask the street he says” 30 July 1973
Sympathy 28 February 1975
Why Publish 7 August 1975
Gabriel Kohn’s “Wood,” Dunkirk 1955-56 9 October 1975
Poem Found on Back of Pharmacy Receipt 7 October 1977
As if 29 June 1978
“Virtuous, I” 21 July 1978
The Figure of the Poet 16 September 1978
The Form 2 August 1978
The Poem 3 August 1978
Image 25 March 1975
Tensive 20 March 1977
Sea Rose 2 August 1978
What Dread Light 27 November 1978
The Analytic Impulse 2 December 1978

1979

“In one year and out the other” 31 December 1979
S.F. Cab Co.s 23 December 1979
Naming and Knowing 18 December 1979
A Crescent Cup of Light 16 December 1979
“Quartz pebble found on Waddell Creek beach” 14 December 1979
City/Bus 2 December 1979
A Character Study 1 December 1979, 2 January 1980
Halloween 26 November 1979
Women in Public 18 November 1979
On Campus at Noon 14 November 1979
The Oasis 10 November 1979
Almond Rooms 13 October 1979
Passing 10 October 1979
A Memory 2 October 1979
It Is Fall 29 September 1979
No Reward 28 September 1979
Night Mind 25 September 1979
Wake Wake 29 August, 19 September 1979
Morning Poem 19 September 1979
Below Cliff House 2 September 1979
At Cliff House 2 September 1979
Resolution 31 August 1979
Something Poetic 29 August 1979 (revised 19 September)
Poor me— 29 August 1979
Remembering the Sixties 16 August 1979
A Bitching 15 August 1979
“The poet claps with pen in mouth” 15 August 1979
Coit Tower Plaza 13, 16 August 1979
The Three P’s 13 August 1979
Archetypical 13 August 1979
Art 13 August 1979
4 Attempts to Recreate a Cliché 13 August 1979
Bathroom Door 13 August 1979
Going Somewhere 13 August 1979
Rushing 12 August 1979
Zen Mind 11 August 1979
Habit 9 August 1979
A Life of Domestic Procrastination 7 August 1979
Tassajara Zen Mountain Center 6 August 1979
Lines Written at Swenson’s 29 July 1979
Famous Times and Places 20 July 1979
“Sunday night of” 9 July 1979
“Bamboo and orange” 1 July 1979
La Jolla Beach 30 June 1979
Complement 29 June 1979
A Time 29 June 1979
La Jolla cliffside Pacific sunsetting 27 June 1979
“ROAD BIKE” 24 June 1979
San Antonio 22 June 1979
Not Suffering 20 June 1979
RR PM 17 June 1979
“n o o n o n e” 17 June 1979
New York City 16 June 1979
Nothing in Nature Is Superfluous 16 June 1979
Something with Literary Potential 15 June 1979
At the Rockefeller Center 14 June 1979
On Top of the World Trade Center 13 June 1979
“The Brooklyn Bridge is a cathedral” 11 June 1979
Central Park 10 June 1979
“humid beings” 10 June 1979
The Ultimate Waitress Poem 10 June 1979
Devotion 10 June 1979
Dear Bill & Phil 10 June 1979
Italian Seafood Grotto 10 June 1979
Aboard the PVT. Joseph F. Merrill 10 June 1979
Derelict 8 June 1979
A Historical 6 June 1979
Chicago 6 June 1979
You, Muse 3 June 1979
Visiting Monterey 31 May 1979
Partial Visions of an Imperfectly Idealized Two 24 May 1979
“From 242 Carl Street #1 window, which” 24 May 1979
Bus Stop Chant 17 May 1979
San Francisco Midnight Bus 17 May 1979
Bird 1 May 1979
Culture and Culture 1 May 1979
Blue with Little Petals 30 April 1979
Symptom of 30 April 1979
The Hero Doesn’t Get the Girl 28 April 1979
San Francisco Golden Gate Bridge Toll Plaza
Parking Lot Possible Love Poem 28 April 1979
A Superstition 21 April 1979
April 18 April 1979
Santa Cruz Boardwalk, Easter Sunday 16 April 1979
oodles 7 April 1979
Lost Love 6 April 1979
Facing the Fact 1 April 1979
Hopeful 20 March 1979
Composure 17 March 1979
Aftereffects 12 March 1979
Renewal? 12 March 1979
No Way 7 March 1979
In the Park 7 March 1979
Feverish 6 March 1979
Conscience 4 March 1979
In Hopes 19 February 1979
Avoiding Your Door 18 February 1979
From School 15 February 1979
Waiting for a Sign 14 February 1979
I Love ’79 Valentine You 12 February 1979
At Home 9 February 1979
“Visions of sugar-plums are not dancing” 5 February 1979
In the afternoon 31 January 1979
When We’re Gone 29 January 1979
A Day Vision 18 January - 16 February 1979
Enigma 15 January 1979
Distraction 15 January 1979
A Sight 11-24 January 1979
Fixtures 14 January 1979
Dear Bev 5 January 1979

1978

“Weighing the crows and pawns” 30 December 1978
Unattached 30 December 1978
“Alone and trying” 27 December 1978
“you said” 23 December 1978
Dedication 22 December 1978
“Time accustoms us, we say, to habit” 6 December 1978
Rock Lyric 6 December 1978
And 2 December 1978
Limerick 20 September 1978
“EXAGGGERATION” 12 September 1978
Bodega Restaurant 28 August 1978
Reflection 19 August 1978
On the Other Side of Plush 8 August 1978
Trite Advice 8 August 1978
The Poem 3 August 1978
The Form 2 August 1978
Delivered, 23 July 1978, Brie Brant Hawley July 1978
Saturday Morning Sebastopol 22 July 1978
Petaluma Shell Graffiti 21 July 1978
The Give 7 July 1977, 23 April 1978, 14 June 1978
At the Real Good Karma Restaurant 24 June 1978
With Her 9 June 1978
Froth 2 June 1978
Fantasy 27 May 1978
Unhappiness Blues 23 May 1978
An Evening Out 13 May 1978
They-He-She, an attempted flirtation 3-5 May 1978
Executive 2 May 1978
Rock 15 April 1978
Write 15 April 1978
Anytime 15 April 1978, 1 April 1979
Pete and Maria at a Party 18 March 1978
Socialism 2 & 7 March 1978
Confession of an Aspirin Eater 24 February 1978
Epitaph 22 February 1978
Eyes 15 & 17 February 1978
Valentine Breakfast 14 February 1978
Sunset 10 February 1978
Getting Out 8 February 1978
to further introspection 25 January 1978
Poet Charmed 22 January 1978
Seagulls 13 January 1978

Alaska Poems, written in the margins of Harold Salisbury’s Poems of Alaska

A Poet’s Beauty 25 December 1977
Granite Mountain Tempest 25 December 1977
One by Five 26 December 1977
The Falls 26 December 1977
The 26 December 1977
Snapshot 26 December 1977
Naturally 27 December 1977
Up Shit Creek 27 December 1977
Pathetic 28 December 1977
Language, Nature 28 December 1977
Men Dead 28 December 1977
River 30 December 1977
Monologue 31 December 1977
Reach 30 December 1977
Mountains 31 December 1977, 10 February 1978
The Incomplete Narrative of Dr. Smith 1 January 1978
Primal Love 10 February 1978
Relative 3 January 1978
Baseball in the Park 7 January 1978
Storm 4,7 January 1978
Juneau 2 February 1978
You’d think they’d know in Nome 10 February 1978
Peace 21 January, 2 February 1978
The Storm 27 January 1978
Killer Whales 2 February 1978

1977

Concrete Poems 30 December 1977
In Confidence 30 December 1977
A Sad History 18 December 1977
Thanksgiving 24 November 1977
Denizen 9 October 1977
Identities 16 September 1977
Breakfast in Categories 13 September 1977
Resting Point 22 June 1977
A Poem for Barney 20 June 1977
A Cure 19 June 1977
A Moment 7 June 1977
Two 4 June 1977
A Fear 27 May 1977
“I sit on the floor in a corner” 18 May 1977
“Some thoughts experimental” 5 May 1977
a sense of accident 4 May 1977
A Seed of Bitterness 29 April 1977
27th Spring 26 April 1977
Waiting April 1977
SHARP 25 April 1977
Spring Perturbation 22 April 1977
12:50 A.M. 17 April 1977 17 April 1977
“I read The Waste Land on the stairwell” 12 April 1977
“What is it, summer already?” 18 March 1977
Milk Before the Show 16 March 1977
the laugh 12 March 1977
Read 10 March 1977
Dear David 10-21 March 1977
At the Holiday Inn Cafeteria 1 February 1977
Obfuscatory 1 February 1977
Wine Poems 30 January 1977
A Poem For 26 January 1977
“Glance, oh wayward fascination” 26 January 1977
Body 23 January 1977
The Poem for the Orange 3 by 5 Card 21 January 1977

1976

New Year Manifesto 31 December 1976
Shopping 28 December 1976
A Love Poem, A Love 28 December 1976
A Poem for the Lovely Quietness 22 December 1976
A Human End Ever 21 December 1976
The Poems 20 December 1976
window bulb experience poem 20 December 1976
Out with a Lady: an excerpt 14 December 1976
“I, the door opens” 1 December 1976
Shock 13 November 1976
“From wet window seeking, leaking” 7 November 1976
the room in the light in the room 31 October 1976
A Parody of William Blake’s “The Tiger”
Inspired by a few lines from Keats’
“Ode on a Grecian Urn” 13 October 1976
Over 6 October 1976
Sketches at the Boarding House 2 October 1976
Magnolia 4 September 1976
Isn’t This Paranoia? 26 August 1976
Poems from Fulke Greville 22 August 1976
book keys poem 8, 27 August 1976
That Cat 6, 26 August 1976
Apartment View 28 July 1976, 11 April 1979
Hans July 1976
Out / The Party 24 July 1976
Song: “No matter where I’ll be” 13 July 1976
Lost and Found 8 July 1976
Shinings 4 July 1976
facets 3 July 1976
Within the Possibilities 27 June 1976
A Room in San Francisco 21 June 1976
Beltraffio 14 June 1976
The Stone and the Night 22 May 1976
The Moon Wastes No Time 18 May 1976
Time and the Season 12 May 1976
oh yet when the great moon do cower 12 May 1976
Nothing To Do 20 April 1976
The Inadequacy of Roses 8 April 1976
Making a Poem: an orthographic discovery for beginners April 1976
Hold On 25 March 1976
Poems for the Viticulturist 23 March 1976
This Poem 22 March 1976
when February 1976
The Lace 21 February 1976
Apology 12 February 1976
All Right 3 February 1976
A Proper Baptism for Galatea 18 January 1976
Late Supper 25 January 1976
Job Hunting January 1976

1975

At the Impersonal Hilton 27 December 1975
Reconciled 27 December 1975
Withdrawn 26 December 1975
Sitting on a Rock on a Beach 25 December 1975
Verb Poem 23 December 1975
Poem for all the Beautiful Dead Potatoes 5 December 1975, 11 February 1976
In the Woods, a love poem 26 November 1975
Reluctance 24 November 1975
A Place 22 November 1975
Departure: a letter 18 November 1975
Reflection 16 November 1975
Like a Love Poem 5, 15 November 1975
Dear Larry and Cecelia 13 November 1975
Missing You: a pathetic fallacy 10 November 1975
Intermediate 8, 17 November 1975
Up in the Air 1 November, 29 September 1975
Three, but two would do 8 October 1975
The El Veranno Inn 4 October 1975
Four Poems for Four Things in a Coffee Shop 27 September 1975
The Same Day 21 September 1975
Not Deliverable as Addressed 16-22 September 1975
Ascetic 31 August 1975
Doll 30 August 1975
“You wouldn’t call me honey would you?” 11 August 1975
Here 10 August 1975
Thanks 8 August 1975
Stanyon on the Carl of Corner and Standing 5 August 1975
The Steps of 234 Carl Street 5 August 1975
I Know Better 1 August 1975
What You’re Missing 28 July 1975
Sentence 23 July 1975
Something to Think About 23 July 1975
A Love Poem by the Board 23 July 1975
Two Good Words 23 July 1975
Be It Love 22 July 1975
To the Heart 20 July 1975
Crazy About You 15 July 1975
To an Old Love 12 July 1975
There’s Nothing Like It 10 July 1975
Coffee Cup Ode 9 July 1975
Make It New 9 July 1975
What About 9 July 1975
Dreams Can Come True 8 July 1975
Dreams Can Come True 8 July 1975
The Same Old Story 8 July 1975
The Soul Can Reach 5 July 1975
In the Dream 2 July 1975
Sonnet of a Sort 2 July 1975
Unfinished Business 1 July 1975
Problem 29 June 1975
Love and Hate 27 June 1975
Across the Table 27 June 1975
Without Saying 27 June 1975
Tom Thinks Under a Full Moon 26 June 1975
Too Bad 26 June 1975
At Your Door 26 June 1975
An Intimate Act 26 June 1975
To Repeat the Past 24 June 1975
Maybe You Don’t Love Me 20 June 1975, 20 May 2017
Note 16 June 1975
“Look, Ma” 13 June 1975
Already 12 June 1975
I wish I could see the blue moon. 12 June 1975
“I on the hill with the night” 8 June 1975
“The stars were in the valley” 7 June 1975
“The shadow on the gravel” 7 June 1975
A Domestic Haiku 7 June 1975
Moth has a dialog with Snake 5 June 1975
If You Kiss a Snake 5 June 1975
Moths 5 June 1975
Anymore 1 June 1975
What 31 May 1975
All that 29 May 1975
Jesus loves you 27 April 1975
Instead 19 April 1975
Carnations 18 April 1975
Iris 8 April 1975
Thinking in the Coffee Shop 30 March 1975
Forgiving 6 March 1975
Virtue 5 March 1975
When These Things Assume 25 February 1975
“A dusty pale glazed” 23 February 1975
“Home, the women” 23 February 1975
Syntaxing 21, 24 February 1975
Cheap Words 19 February 1975
There’s Still Time 15 February 1975
The Storm 31 January 1975
“Since it doesn’t make any sense” 26 January 1975
in the first place 19 January 1975
For 16 January 1975
While 10 January 1975
Interviews 1 January 1975

1974

Found Haiku 28 December 1974
Clothes to You 22 December 1974
“No pretending anymore” 19 December 1974
Pat at the Pit 11 December 1974
O to be now hand in hand in hand in hand 7 December 1974
“you ask too much” 2 December 1974
Maybe with a Scottish Accent, No, Guyana. 29 November 1974
Down the middle of Husserl, Cartesian Meditations 20 November 1974
Punctuation in Context 20 November 1974
First & Last Words of Husserl’s Sentences 20 November 1974
Corners from Husserl 20 November 1974
Margins from Husserl 20 November 1974
In the Literature Class 18 November 1974
Array 19 November 1974
Phenomenology 18 November 1974
Cooperate 17 November 1974
Reading at Primrose Cafe 15 November 1974
“you, I” 12 November 1974
whoever you is 10 November 1974
The Flu 16 October 1974
Dear David & Sherril 10 October 1974
Parting from the Party 9 October 1974
all most 29 September 1974
“the fog the gray” 24 September 1974
After 14 September 1974
In Response Too: an answer 12 September 1974
Standing Outside 9 September 1974
where is she 9 September 1974
why not 2 September 1974
“I ride my bike into the country” 2 September 1974
song: “the rice is old” 2 September 1974
After One 31 August 1974
Couples 30 August 1974
“the muzack at Denny’s” 30 August 1974
Dark Now 25 August 1974
having having being being 19 August 1974
course 13 August 1974
Over the Sonoma Mountains 6 August 1974
decadent breakfast 5 August 1974
Vision 3 August 1974
Haiku lesson 22 July 1974
Down the Hall 16 July 1974
In the Student Union 11 July 1974
Independence 4 July 1974
Truth 3 July 1974
Sweet Repose 2 July 1974
Home 27 June 1974
Apple Pie 21 June 1974
West Grand Avenue, Oakland 21 June 1974
In the Cold 19 June 1974
Since 19 June 1974
Another Fish in the Sea 19 June 1974
Tale 15 June 1974
Over Coffee 15 June 1974
Smoke 14 June 1974
Stopped by the Side of the Road 11 June 1974
We Are the Society of Drunks 8 June 1974
standoff 5 June 1974
so much fun 4 June 1974
going down 4 June 1974
hard to get 2 June 1974
what 1 June 1974
the band 29 May, 9 June 1974
if you 15 May 1974
Saying What I Wanted to Say 8 May 1974
Dear Stephen 6 May 1974
A Reading 5 May 1974
To Day 5 May 1974
In the Grass 3 May 1974
ogle April 1974
First 14 April 1974
Painless 13 April 1974
Anyway 20 March 1974
Oh Yeh 19 March 1974
Party 18 March 1974
Oh 17 March 1974
The Advocate 15 March 1974
“go Go? Go, go; go. Go! Go . . .” 13 March 1974
On the Couch 9 March 1974
Traces 9 March 1974
“Put it in the middle” 7 March 1974
Dreamless 7 March 1974
A Life Sentence 7 March 1974
“no, take it back” 6 March 1974
“the narrative voice & the narrative” 6 March 1974
The Farmyard 6 March 1974
(Because the way is dark and there are roads) 13 February 1974
“The thought is” 14 February 1974
Girl 21 February 1974
Shits, a burlesque 21 February 1974
“Get to the bottom” 20 February 1974
“yeh you do, and me too” 30 January 1974
I’m Reading Shakespeare 29 January 1974
it was calling me 28 January 1974
The Brown Room 21 January 1974
Go on 20 January 1974
Watch Out for the End this Man may Take 21 January 1974
Left for you 17 January 1974
getting the final word 16 January 1974
list 16 January 1974
Kinder 1 January 1974

1973

“There’s nothing more delicious” 31 December 1973
“I am tired” 30 December 1973
I Confess 29 December 1973
Try 27 December 1973
Virgin 24 December 1973
Friends 20 December 1973
like talking to her 22 December 1973
“ , it ain’t real to go” 18 December 1973
Don’t Go 18 December 1973
“Wooden door frame” 18 December 1973
“Hope lies” 18 December 1973
“I love you & only you,” 8 December 1973
The Bed-Train 7 December 1973
Look 5 December 1973
Finding the Place 3 December 1973
Proposal 26 November 1973
Double Bind 12 November 1973
“You get up after the sun” 11 November 1973
Admonition 11 November 1973
Possibilities 10 November 1973
“The lonely head aches” 10 November 1973
Petaluma Boulevard North 9 November 1973
“Put a Red Ring on my Finger” 8 November 1973
“is there a better knot to tie” 3 November 1973
Notice 3 November 1973
Penitence 2 November 1973
Come & Go 30 October 1973
Here & There 30 October 1973
Relax, relax 29 October 1973
The One 25 October 1973
I am no match for myself 24 October 1973
Confession is the 20 October 1973
Maybe 14 October 1973
Woman 11 October 1973
Love 11 October 1973
Before & After 4 October 1973
Joust 3 October 1973
Touched 30 September 1973
After the Reception 24 September 1973
Missing You 20 September 1973
A Way to Go 19 September 1973
If I’ve forsaken you for my sake 15 September 1973
Looks 15 September 1973
Vision 15 September 1973
Love 12 September 1973
Give Chance a Piece 9 September 1973
carrying on 9 September 1973
Avail 8 September 1973
Sept 5 5 September 1973
The Sick Man 4 September 1973
Aug 22 22 August 1973
The Graveyard Shift 13 August 1973
opening the door & lighting the candle 14 August 1973
Annie Oakley 13 August 1973
City Kitty Ditty 12 August 1973
The Heater 2 August 1973
Things Made Evident 2 August 1973
The Burning Flame 1 August 1973
Forever was a long time ago 30 July 1973
It Ain’t So 31 July 1973
To Wait 28 July 1973
Matter 23 July 1973
Letter 23 July 1973
Enough 19 July 1973
Not at Home 17 July 1973
Empedocles 9 July 1973
Summer Morning 9 July 1973
Where 7 July 1973
Depot Harlot 5 July 1973
Depot 30 June 1973
Not Waiting 28 June 1973
One Way 28 June 1973
The Saga of the Unwilling Driver June 1973
Under Shadow 12 June 1973
“If you want to see the sunset” 11 June 1973
Three Kisses 5 June 1973, 4 December 1978
One I to You 5 June 1973
“We” 28 May 1973
Out in it 28 May 1973
Affirmation 23 May 1973
Mimic 16 May 1973
Secret 11 May 1973
Gone 10 May 1973
omen 9 May 1973
“This is life—we are so demanded” 9 May 1973
Didn’t He 7 May 1973
Death in the Family 5 May 1973
For Ever and Day May 1973
“This is not the night” May 1973
Nocturnal 2 May 1973
Morose 23 April 1973
Source April 1973
“it’s easy enough to” 18 April 1973
cold 17 April 1973
A Number 14 April 1973
I don’t have to tell you I’m lonesome 14 April 1973
Escape 12 April 1973
On the Beach 9 April 1973
On the Green 8 April 1973
Visit 7 April 1973
In evening 6 April 1973
April 6 April 1973
Sun Day 4 April 1973
The Certificate 3 April 1973
Object March 1973
Three Pieces for a Young Poet 28 March 1973
Garden 17 March 1973
For You 16 March 1973
“Overdetermined” 15 March 1973
“If hands” 15 March 1973
Would I 15 March 1973
There Is a Poem for Every Reason March 1973
Poem to the Washbasins March 1973
Poem to the Sinks March 1973
This Is It March 1973
compare this to a poem March 1973
&&& February 1973
Once is not forever February 1973
She Is Not Alone February 1973
At the Convention February 1973
Beside the Point February 1973
The Orange and Us February 1973
Apple February 1973
I Want to Write about a Moon February 1973
At the Place February 1973
Alone February 1973
Done With It February 1973
Song of the Shepherd January 1973
In all I see at the center January 1973
“It seems futile to wonder why” 13 January 1973
“It seems futile to think of answers” 13 January 1973

1972

inclusions December 1973
III December 1972
And Night December 1972
It’s the Season to Be Jolly December 1972
Nothing Doing (all the world’s a stage) December 1972
Awake, Still December 1972
Room Takes Up the Pen December 1972
Refrain December 1972
Said December 1972
Your Time Is December 1972
Three Questions December 1972
Everyone’s gone to the moon. December 1972
Double Image December 1972
The Two December 1972
Two People Talking December 1972
The Fall November 1972
Rain Song November 1972
Trash cat November 1972
“She walks by” November 1972
The Dog and I Are October 1972
Halloween October 1972
Yield October 1972
The Thing to Do October 1972
Wild Oats October 1972
A Day in a Night 1972?
Just Stuff October 1972
“Water weeping from a tree” October 1972
“The feeling somewhere like an open door that there’s” October 1972
In Our Image October 1972
Machine October 1972
You Left Me and Now October 1972
“The game is to imagine what her rules are” October 1972
Building September 1972
Yes September 1972
In Desperation September 1972
Personal Bible Verses August 1972
Somber August 1972
“nothing the alone” August 1972
On the Street July 1972
To an Unnamed Woman July 1972
“Not that it wasn’t hot” July 1972
Sleep Has Made July 1972
Road June 1972
tragedy June 1972
Simpbol June 1972
“I drank the first part” June 1972
“An old salt-filled estuary” 14 June 1972
“It’s hot today” 14 June 1972
Three Takes June 1972
Not to be June 1972
“Yesterday and laughs and dreams” June 1972
Dream June 1972
Sigh at Night June 1972
Mountain June 1972
It happens all the time June 1972
A letter to a friend of friends June 1972
1. Letter from the Greek June 1972
2. For Ever June 1972
3. Cordial June 1972
4. “At the shack” June 1972
Blunt His Tongue June 1972
The Ice-Cream Girl and Me Too June 1972
Window-Lover of the World May 1972
By the Pond May 1972
And Silver Eyes May 1972
“things that never were” February-May 1972
Personality May 1972
Still April 1972
Theorem April 1972
If Forever April 1972
“Ray is stubborn. Let” April 1972
Falling in the Country March 1972
Situation March 1972
Pondered March 1972
“a feeling for the body, round, dark brown” March 1972
“Swollen limbs. Water” March 1972
“I know myself” March 1972
Looking at a Girl I Love in the Dark while Attending
   a Slide Presentation on Rajasthan, India, and, in my
   Left Hand, Holding an Old Book of Poetry in an
   Evening Anthropology Class March 1972
This Is the Title March 1972
Afterwards February 1972
Graffiti February 1972
Definitely February 1972
What Is the Question February 1972
Vision of a Sword February 1972
“As paper” February 1972
Distraction February 1972
What Is the Cloud? February 1972
“When young women smile all” February 1972
Rain Theme, with alternating observations February 1972
Of Something February 1972
“Things that never were” January 1972
Headache January 1972
“the was” January 1972
The Question 9 January 1972
Separate January 1972
The Passing January 1972
Cabin 17 January 1972
Untitled January 1972
In fact it never was January 1972
“I’m not studying again” January 1972
Natural January 1972
Grave January 1972
Dark Loneliness January 1972
Like January 1972
Decides January 1972
All the Lonely 1 January 1972

1971

“In the morning my mother” 22 December 1971
“I would say to her” 6 December 1971
“I wonder doors” December 1971
“The way you are” December 1971
Sense December 1971
“I-I” December 1971
Caught December 1971
Her December 1971
Quiet December 1971
Sunday December 1971
Dear Chuck 26 November 1971
Something November 1971
Saturday November 1971
Bulldog November 1971
Effort November 1971
Sand November 1971
Shore November 1971
Flat November 1971
Wet 12 November 1971
Rain 20 October 1971
Offering October 1971
Stone October 1971
Five Conjectures October 1971
“I walked” October 1971
Some Pessimism October 1971
After the David Antin Reading October 1971
Ride (San Francisco cries) October 1971
Confutation October 1971
“The grass and the clouds” October 1971
Frustrated. October 1971
That Boy October 1971
I Think of You October 1971
To Understand 13 October 1971
(Poet) Man October 1971
Lecture October 1971
“Spit your head in a bucket” October 1971
Confirmation October 1971
Talent October 1971
Cycling within the Watermelon Darkness of the Night October 1971
The Brown Dead October 1971
Irene October 1971
Refusal October 1971
Alone October 1971
Beside October 1971
Playing September 1971
“I never thought” September 1971
“All fears must be heard” September 1971
Touch/Way September 1971
Song: “This is the way I walk” September 1971
Alley Cat September 1971
Art 14 September 1971
Philip 3 September 1971
Hurt August 1971
Pause August 1971
“I was feeling thin” August 1971
Love August 1971
“Don’t laugh here” August 1971
“The chess game” August 1971
“They gather around the dead fountain” 1 August 1971
The cat 25 July 1971
Metabolic Darkness July 1971
Song for Two 22 July 1971
Waiting in the Laundry July 1971
Fine 18 July 1971
“Oh, the hell mole” 15 July 1971
Now here July 1971
The Look July 1971
A Conversation July 1971
On July 1971
Wishes July 1971
Greasy Sardine Sauce July 1971
I cannot move July 1971
Empty School Building Poetry July 1971
Noisy Fruit July 1971
Jehovah Jehovah July 1971
Sucker for Attention July 1971
Lonely Road July 1971
Opening June 1971
Rest June 1971
Garden Thoughts June 1971
The Blue Light Fairy June 1971
Sour Socks June 1971
Toilet Apples June 1971
The Trying Stone June 1971
Noises June 1971
The Wizard’s Poem June 1971
Nouns June 1971
Cement Fire June 1971
“Sometimes see” June 1971
How Love June 1971
Old Box Dogs June 1971
Thank You May 1971
Afterthought May 1971
Feeld Spirit May 1971
The Hard Block May 1971
Rend Then May 1971
Yes, Field Toads May 1971
(Once) Once May 1971
The Man of Dirt May 1971
Question May 1971
It’s Never Finished May 1971
Horses and Englishmen May 1971
The Air May 1971
I can wait May 1971
Swear May 1971
Be-ending May 1971
Party May 1971
Good May 1971
We rise and sing May 1971
With May 1971
This Apple May 1971
Find the Way May 1971
“I wipe my ass with songs” May 1971
“Albrara dee dung nothing” May 1971
(One) Gnu 30 April 1971
Music Space April 1971
To Need April 1971
A Tree April 1971
So Why April 1971
Gene was speaking April 1971
I need her. April 1971
The Confusion April 1971
Unrelaxed April 1971
Nonsense April 1971
Orange Words April 1971
Beat April 1971
My Small Happiness April 1971
Easter 11 April 1971
Cry Baby Cry April 1971
To Hate April 1971
Purpose April 1971
Words April 1971
Orange April 1971
Beating April 1971
The Sense April 1971
Next April 1971
Radio April 1971
Go April 1971
Blue Is Four April 1971
Festival April 1971
The Stony Hell Inside April 1971
Punitive April 1971
Nothing April 1971
The Piss 1 April 1971
To Easy 1 April 1971
Trust March 1971
Muse March 1971
Love Gift March 1971
The rain March 1971
Hoard March 1971
Ocean March 1971
God March 1971
Feeld Primordial March 1971
A Poem March 1971
Odyssey (Pepperland) March 1971
The Portrait February 1971
Feeld February 1971
Smile February 1971
Hope February 1971
Into February 1971
Figment February 1971
Reasons February 1971
Love February 1971
To Write a Love Poem February 1971
I am blessed February 1971
Flying January 1971
A Morning Lake January 1971
“I remember the pain of winter nights” January 1971
Dream January 1971
I’m fighting January 1971
Nothing January 1971
I am January 1971

1970

Year December 1970
Christmas December 1970
Parking Lot Boy 14 December 1970
Bright Side 14 December 1970
My vision 13 December 1970
We can’t see 13 December 1970
Echoes 11 December 1970
Life and Beauty 8 December 1970
Lonely December 1970
I try December 1970
Toilet December 1970
Self-confidence November 1970
And if you have ever felt November 1970
I’m Condescending November 1970
Intermission 13-14 November 1970
You, and Love November 1970
I restrain myself November 1970
“I remember” November 1970
Freedom November 1970
To Modesty’s Indifference November 1970
To His (Coy) Fears October 1970
Vindicative (Vindictive) October 1970
My Life October 1970
I Passed By October 1970
Al Young October 1970
The Steps Taken to Me October 1970
Post Recitation October 1970
The Way to Rainy Mountain September 1970
Resignation September 1970
Perfected Perception August 1970
Answers August 1970
Relief Returns August 1970
Purged Platitude July 1970
Transient Reality June 1970
Men Push After Goal June 1970
More May 1970
On the Dress Code May 1970
Petaluma Scholar May 1970
Punctilious Inquiry April 1970
Lie April 1970
So This Is Life March 1970
And the Sun March 1970
Hidden Tomb March 1970
Someone Who Knows February 1970
One Fragment of Youth February 1970
Something Greater 11 February 1970
Lost January 1970
My Advice January 1970

1969

Collections December 1969
Lifetime December 1969
Free Men? December 1969
Listen December 1969
This Life December 1969
Il Penseroso December 1969
The Prime of Life December 1969
Poetry December 1969
Whales of Idealism and Imagination November 1969
Imagination November 1969
Words: The Only Way November 1969
When it rains November 1969
Sometimes Feel October 1969
“Simple Work” October 1969
Paradoxation of Creation September 1969
Death dies every mourning September 1969
A man needs September 1969
I Have Hope 1969
The Meek Will Have No One to Inherit 1969
Sleep 1969
“For me, darkness covers its dim, still form” 1969
Birth to spring— 1969
“Life is so wonderful” 1969
Song of Fools 1969
TV Watchers 1969
Rhyme, Rhyme, Rhyme: A Medley 1969
Crude Inside 1969
“It’s quiet here—here in my mind” 1969
Life 1969
Interrogative 1969
“These arose as the fruit of His” 1969
“I own a shell, my body, hatched” 1969
The Only Life Left April 1969
A Well-Intentioned Smile 1969
Attitudes 1969
It’s Time 1969
People Grow 1969
Reawake 1969
“There is such a thing” 1969
“Amid silence of thought” 1969
“Life is to live” 1969
“Work well, and” 1969
“Are flowers beautiful because” 1969
“Through a hole, I look” 1969
“Humans suffer reality” 1969
“Turn up the radio” 1969
“If something bothers” 1969
“Cover yourselves with one another” 1969
“Here, huge am I” 1969

Undated

Dedications and collaborations

Nicasio for Ani
Fort Ross for Judith Bishop
I’ve seen hopeless yin-yangs with fine women for Gretchen
Since for JJ
Catholic U. for Alan Acacia
It Takes Friends to Make Friends for Alan Acacia
“the two worlds” after a poem by Preston Houser
Resident’s Letter for Preston Houser
A Confession of Seriousness for Marty Goldstein
Ethics “the heart’s first address”—Eugene Ruggles
Damned lethargy with Gil Helmick
Another Start for Gil Helmick
Starts for Gil Helmick
Working Stiff for Bill Hawley
Cynicalism with Preston Houser
Getting Ahold with Bill Vartnaw & Tim Jacobs
Possible Mistake for Amy Mueller
Something Is Being Born after a poem by Bill Vartnaw
The Oasis with David Gollub
Passing for Stephanie Hopkins
Morning Poem for Joan
Lines Written at Swenson’s with Phil Coturri
The Ultimate Waitress Poem with Richard Laubly
Devotion with Richard Laubly
Dear Bill & Phil with Richard Laubly & Teri McGuire
Culture and Culture after a poem by Preston Hauser
Avoiding Your Door for Beverly
When We’re Gone for Kaaren Abra Bock
Limerick for Julia Savage
Trite Advice for Alan Acacia
Delivered, 23 July 1978, Brie Brant Hawley with Phil Coturri
At the Real Good Karma Restaurant with Layeh Bock
In Confidence for Tom Kelly
A Sad History with Layeh Bock
Breakfast in Categories with Bill Hawley
Resting Point after Barry Cox
27th Spring adapted from a poem by Alan Acacia
Wine Poems letter to Phil Coturri
New York Manifesto with Layeh Bock
Beltraffio from the prose of Henry James
Poems for the Viticulturist for Phil Coturri
This Poem for Phil Coturri and Tom Kelly
A Proper Baptism for Galatea with Layeh Bock (after Shaw’s “Pygmalion”)
Job Hunting with Layeh Bock
A Place for Karen Gordon
Sonnet of a Sort for Sarah
Moth has a dialog with Snake with Tom Kelly
If You Kiss a Snake with Tom Kelly, Sarah Howard, and Alan Sandy
Moths with Tom Kelly
Syntaxing with David Bromige, Sherril Jaffe, Suzanne Benton Bria
The Storm for Suzanne Benton Bria
in the first place for Mary McBride
Phenomenology for Mary McBride
Cooperate for Mary McBride
whoever you is for Mary, Lynn, and Steve
In Response Too: an answer to William Stafford
course for Gail
We Are the Society of Drunks for R. Y. P.
hard to get for the woman of my dreams
what for Gail
if you for Gail
Admonition for Ophelia
Penitence for Lynn Watson
Before & After for Lynn Watson
After the Reception for Mary
A Way to Go for Terry
“If you want to see the sunset” for Lynn Watson
One I to You for Lynn Watson
Garden for Lynn Watson
&&& for Lynn Watson
In Desperation for Joe Jeremy
Dear Chuck Letter to Chuck Leaf
Bulldog Letter to Chuck Leaf
After the David Antin Reading Letter to Chuck Leaf
“Spit your head in a bucket” for Alan Acacia
Talent for Alan Acacia
Metabolic Darkness for David Bromige
Horses and Englishmen for Lemuel Gulliver
The Night and the Lamp by the Couch as Always after John Bowles
Conversations with Helen Stulic for Helen Dunn
Doll for Tom Kelly
A Cut-up Cut-up with Joe Jeremy & Tom Kelly
Window-Lover of the World for KM

Publications

tragedy Paper Pudding, Spring 1973
Sigh at Night Sonoma Review
Falling in the Country Sonoma Review
Just Stuff Open Hand, November 1972

Credits for the photos on the cover page

1953, one year old
1958, kindergarten
1960, second grade
1961, third grade
1970, high school graduation
1973, photo by Bailie Kay
1975, college graduation, with father, mother, and neice
1978, photo by Bailie Kay
Winter 1979, photo by Cecelia Flynn
1980, photo by Katherine Kahrs
January 1991, in my office at IBM Silicon Valley Lab
2010, photo by Liz Douthitt Sharp