Five times it seems already that he has typed this line. Five times it seems already that he has typed this line. He has typed it twice but it seems his attention was not there. It seems a thing he suspects but has only its words ready. Sometimes the mirror seems not so mirror-like. Sometimes the image seems not so mirror-like at all. These are the times it seems he wonders half not about here. He wonders half about what seems should not be done. This is when he thus half expects what it seems he should not. He half suspects he knows what it is but it seems he should not. It seems it is something to be done but he suspects it is not. He half suspects what it is but it seems he has fallen into it.
24 April 1973