& another thing I blame myself for
- hot.
- night & a fire
- image. against glass. a
- round glass, forms
- a place. finds it.
- beats against it.
- folds one wing one way
- then the other
- around it.
- tries to get
- in, decides
- to beat it. harder
- shatters it
- self, leaves specks
- of blood pitted
- on the glass,
- is still,
- smeared.
- found it
- hugging a
- gaddamn
- porchlight
- at night
- left
- on